Encase you haven't been keeping tabs, I recently got engaged, and with the excitement came my usual OCD of being mega organised. Within 5 days of being engaged, I had a file sorted and poly-pockets for every wedding venue brochure in a 20 mile radius of my home!
Not only was it me being mega kean, but it was also me trying to stop myself panicking over the sheer expense and whether its even conceivable. I should have been enjoying my engagement yes, but now, 6 weeks later, I am mellow as ever because yes we can do what we would like (thank god!).